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Friday, September 29th, 2006
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2:17 am
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Why is it that the only thing I am good at is fucking up?
current mood:  sad
current music: One Dead Three Wounded-"Cowboys Don't Look Back"
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| Saturday, August 5th, 2006
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1:43 am
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Dear Girls,
Fuck You.
♥Jason
Eh, shits annoying lately. I need alcohol.
Warped tour was fucking great. I hung out with all my favorite people there. I may have been on camera when Justin Sane from Anti-Flag passed me and there were three cameras in my direction as I pointed at him. All the bands I got to see were amazing, and I saw a good amount.
I've been an insomniac lately, but now since I'm not worrying about these two girls anymore, and I could care less, I may be able to get to sleep. Kelly told me way back that I need to sit back and let something good come to me, well...I thought it finally did, didn't work out. Ha whatever, I'm giving up now, just going to focus on being with my close friends. And Kelly is taking me out to parties with her.
And it feels good to have made up with a couple of people lately. They meant a lot to me awhile back, and now I feel good talking to them again.
And now a quote that has been in my head. It's American Nightmare, and it's been on my mind, and it's something that I'm going to...live by? for the time being. It goes like this:
"sleepless nights are hardly worth the cheapness of your game.
And if you know what I mean then live for yourself,
because life is too short to waste it on somebody else."
Goodnight.
current music: Hopesfall-"Waitress"
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| Wednesday, July 12th, 2006
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3:22 am
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Bleh, this is lame. I can't sleep. Hate insomnia. I can't get my mind off things. A girl, friends, shit like that. I have been in a wierd mood today. Screw ex boyfriends. Heh, he's a fucker, and treated her like shit. She deserves better. I hate waiting for a call and not getting it. Because he was over.
Anyway. Nothing much new. I miss some kids, but yeah. Not sure if I will be hanging out with them soon. I haven't hung out with anyone really, just keeping to myself. Listening to lots of music to keep myself sane.
Since the last entry, nothing new. Had the tour with Misdeed and Marloneisha. Good times, aside from breaking down and spending close to forty hours at a Sheetz. But I love all the dudes I spent it with. I want to go to the beach in Jersey with kids from here and meet up with those dudes from Jersey.
...good times.
I am going to lay in bed now and not sleep haha. Dentist tomorrow. Update later in the week probably just to see if things look up.
current mood:  contemplative
current music: Elliott-"Calm Americans"
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| Sunday, June 4th, 2006
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2:58 am
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I love my friends, seriously, I wish I could talk to them about stuff more, but eh, I don't know.
Just...
Tonight was awesome, then just progessively got shitty, and now I am in a bad mood, and I am tired and I just want go away far and never return.
Anyway, the show was good, good friends, good people from out of state. I love our friends from New Jersey and New York. I want to see more of them. Like take a trip to New York this summer. Nick told me before he left to give him a call and head to New York sometime this summer. I would love to do that. I really need to get away from this place and the people around here. Though I would bring a couple heads with me, like I'd say AJ and Dylan and like someone else would be good company for a day trip to NY.
Whatever, I feel depressed, sick, tired, and bitter. I don't even know anymore.
Night. ♥
current mood: melancholy
current music: Elliott Smith-"Bottle Up and Explode"
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| Friday, June 2nd, 2006
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11:11 am
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Oh dip!
Writing in good ol' livejournal.
What the fucks been up? Nothing. Absolutely nothing.
Here's what I was thinking about last night: All my friends that are younger are graduating next week. It brings back memories from last year. When I was like now I don't have to you ugly motherfuckers and deal with your shit talking and raving on about how drunk you got last weekend. I never gave a shit about you and I am glad I haven't seen you kids since graduation. Anyway, after getting off topic... I am just thinking, people like Wil, Dylan, Dan, Josh, and probably some others that I really care about...will they still be here? Like Wil is going to be in the are. Dylan, she's going to be in the city. Josh I'm not sure about yet, and Dan is going to Millersville. Not bad, because it's like a half hour away from my house. But these are kids I care about. And with my friend Dan Seifert going to school Like an hour and a half away, we lost contact a little, among other shit happening, but he is home now and I want to spend time with him. Just hope shit stays cool.
I hate allergies. They can lick my nutsack.
I've been listening to a lot of my old music recently. And I realize how much some of these cds changed my life, or at least made and impact and gave me a new outlook. I am bored and I feel the need to list them: Shai Hulud-"Hearts Once Nourished...", Thursday-"Full Collapse", Bane-"It All Comes Down to This", Anti-Flag-"A New Kind of Army", Shelter-"Perfection of Desire", Blink-182-"Dude Ranch", Thrice-"Illusion of Safety". Wow. Haha.
Enough for now. Hopes for a good weekend, boys from New York will be down. And make sure we keep the makeout slut away from Dean. Going now, update after the weekend fuckers.<3
current mood: Sniffly.
current music: Blacklisted- Old Friend
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| Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
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2:50 pm
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Dear Livejournal,
Sorry for forgetting about you.
A real update in the coming days. Stay tuned...
current mood:  gloomy
current music: August Burns Red- Endorphins
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| Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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12:26 am
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Holy shit, it's been two months since I have written in here. A lot has happened in two months, as you can imagine.
Graduation. Damn, am I glad to be out of that goddamn place. No, I did not go to senior week. My reason: I would rather stay here and hangout with people I care about.
I am finally getting a new car. I should be getting it Thursday, it's been a hassle, but will be worth it when I can drive something decent around.
I need a second job. Anyone with jobs....do they need any help?
I love my friends, and I love the new kids I've hung with. I want to hang out with people more often I don't get to. Like CJ for one.
My relationship is going well. Seven months now with the same person, and I'm not sick of her. That's a shocker.
I had an amazing time at the beach, even thought the weather was shit. We got to see Abby, and six hours of talking in the car ride. Pizza Hut is amazing.
I went to a couple of good shows. The East Whiteland Firehall was mad fun. Cool kids, and shit. I need to go to more shows again.
I want to go to the beach again, real bad. I want to spend a weekend there. who's with me?
Who's going to Bane?
Dan is leaving for Canada soon. Er.
I love diners.
This is getting pointless.
I need new clothes, mmhmm.
Schooling costs a lot.
I am now tired, and probably going to bed now.
I am going to start writing in this more often now, that is, if cool things happen to me. I expect them to actually.
Goodnight, all. Leave me comments. Maybe it'll inspire me.
ps. anyone know a drummer? i want to start a grind band. we have two guitarists, and a possible bassist. haha. sleep time.
current mood:  tired
current music: At the Drive-In - "A Devil Among the Tailors"
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| Sunday, May 1st, 2005
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8:38 pm
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Last night was a great night dude, one of the best in a while. Went to wc for the shitty show with Al and Christie. Met up with Adam, Dana, Christian, Dan,Tussey Mikey, and a bunch others. Lots of funny moments. Went to the diner with those kids plus Rachael and her friend.
Good times.
About three-four weeks of school left. Cannot wait. Hopes of a good summer. Trips with friends, hanging with Amanda, and doing lots of fun shit.
Out for now. Peace.
current music: Champion- "Perspective"
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| Sunday, April 24th, 2005
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11:50 pm
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| Sunday, April 10th, 2005
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11:57 am
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Here's the deal,
Come Tuesday, I will be living in Malvern. In some apartment/condo until the house in finished being built in Coatsville.
Anyway, this weekend was pretty cool. I have a bad headache right now. I hate waking up with a headache whenever I didn't do anything during the course of the night to give me a headache.
Graduation is close, way too close. So are other things. I am making it a point to have fun during this summer.
That is all. I love my friends. I love my girlfriend. I hate kids from Aston.
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| Thursday, March 31st, 2005
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11:32 pm
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Dear livejournal,
Sorry to have abannoned you for a short while.
Anyway:
Jason would like:
-a weapon of some sort.
-a drug to calm me down.
-sleep for a change.
-dsl to start working so I can steal music from Adam.
-my ipod fixed.
-see some people I haven't seen in a while.
Jason currently dislikes:
-sixteen year old girls.
-girls with unescessary attitudes.
-My high school.
-not getting to sleep and then waking up ealry.
-shows/ lack of/ people at them and around here.
-drug addicts.
-kids who wear girls' jeans.
-sluts.
-the cut on my finger.
-People.
-verbal conflicts.
-not having been to a diner in forever.
-not being mean enough to fuckers.
-stupid online quizzes people post in here and myspace. Wow, how much sex do you like? How popped is your collar? OmGEeEeeeE!!
I am an asshole, and I don't care. Say what you will. I wish I was moving farther away then I am, and you probably do too. I need ish to do. I am mad. Shows I wanted to go to are sold out. Garbage and....shit...somethign else. Good shows are coming, I want to go Champion,but do not want to see Full Blwon Chaos, or any other bands I think. Eh, I don't know what elseto write in this thing, I am just so sick of shit. Come summer, I think I am going to do nothing but sit around and work or something, maybe call Dan every once in a while. And Adam scared the shit out of me...he had an entry talking about 8 weeks til graduation, fuck...wow. I am scared to death. But also not, glad to get away from these motherfuckers, and getting suspended for stupid shit, like throwing a snowball, and talking tomy friends in a stdy hall from the school store right in front of the senior lounge, or lack of.
Wow, I hope to god that I never start wearing a polo shirt with a flipped up collar, if I do, please kick me in the nutsack.
I want to learn how to do grafitti, maybe by the summer. I have a goal. Wow.
This entry is pointless and going nowhere, I just whine too much. Goddammit. I smell. Like Wawa. I am going to shower. My plan for tomorrow:
-School.
-Come home and clean out my car, and then vaccum.
-Get my nap on.
-then probably do nothign and sit online all night.
Take care kiddies. By the way, does anyone want to see Hot Cross May 14th, at the Rotunda? What the hell is the Rotunda?
Smile you fuckers, it can only get better from here, right? I'd hope so.
current music: Shelter-"Crushing Someone You Love"
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| Friday, March 18th, 2005
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12:33 am
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I hate way to many people right now. It's funny because one is associated with someone I care for very much.
I'm sick of all this whacked shit. People, a lot. Tired of being sick. Fed up with stupid misunderstandings.
Upside- I am not going to school, and the dsl is going to be installed. So yes. I need something to do tomorrow night. That is all.
current music: With Honor-
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| Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
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12:44 pm
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Next weeek is spring break.
Jason needs plans from Friday- Wednesday, then Virgina Beach until saturday afternoon, maybe something fun that night.
Kids from other schools, are you on spring break next week?
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| Friday, March 4th, 2005
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11:58 pm
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| Friday, February 25th, 2005
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8:16 pm
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Home on a Saturday night, with all my doors locked up tight. I won't be thinking about you baby
Except it's Friday. Only Friday. My god. I can tell this is going to be a waste once again.
I've been questioning my existance lately. What the hell, you know?
I need to stop fucking this up. At times I care a hell of a lot, other times I can't stand not being with you, and it pisses me off. You're always doing something, having someone over or something.
And I stand by a conclusion I have made. Girls all in a group in a sleepover or little party are obnoxious as fuck. Otherwise, loveable.
I need psychological help, desperatley, wow.
current mood: pessimistic
current music: Comeback Kid-"Partners in Crime"
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| Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
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11:13 pm
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I am the biggest asshole. I hate the person that I am.
current music: Rufus Wainwright-"Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk"
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| Monday, February 21st, 2005
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11:29 pm
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For a four day weekend, it sure was a disappointment.
current mood: disappointed
current music: American Nightmare-"Postmark my Compass"
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| Friday, February 18th, 2005
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1:04 pm
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In an attempt to be trendy...
Ask me three to five questions, something funny, amusing, random, wierd, whatever...
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| Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
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11:57 pm
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| Sunday, February 13th, 2005
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10:07 pm
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